Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Day 0. Welcome Aboard.

Hello adoring fans, people that know me, or people that have somehow (but miraculously) stumbled across my little part of the internet. Welcome. Come and have a cup of tea. I don't drink tea myself, but you can certainly have one.

This is going to be the last day of eating like a starved person that has just met a buffet. This is the last day of being an idiot when it comes to food. This is the last day of pretending I am already finished with this whole 'weight loss' issue. Because the truth is? I have only just made a small step regarding my health, and it seems, over the last few months, I have taken an entire leap backwards, with only myself to blame.

So. Here are the facts.

My name is Trinette Wastney. I am nineteen years old. I live at home. I am currently single. I have a job. I have people who love me. And I have people who have previously looked up to me with this whole weight-loss thing, and the last thing I want to do is to pile it all back on.

I started losing weight so that I would feel as if I was good enough for this one, particular boy. With my weight at a disgusting NINETY FOUR KILOGRAM, I had the New Years Resolution to kill off all my fat cells, and to finally feel worthy. In the first few months, I went from a size 20 to a size 14. Which, is pretty good, if I do say so myself.

But I have fallen into a lapse. And it's a lapse that I want to break free from.

So, I will share with you my journey in finishing the race. I will share everything with you, and not leave out any disgusting, horrible, embarrassing fact. I have made excuse after excuse, from needing to start a diet on a Monday, and Jury Duty making it difficult to eat small portions at the correct time.

But no more excuses. I want to be in a bikini by Christmas.

So, this is my 16th of September resolution: To go hard, and by Christmas, know that I put in every effort I could muster, In order to change my life.

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